It’s been 2 1/2 years since that night you gave me the message
It was time for you to go…
I’ve grieved over losing you
But I promised myself I’d live up to the message you left me with
The one where I treated myself with the same adoration I did you
The one where I gave myself all the breaks to be imperfect
To try and fail, to try again and win, and still know I’m loved more than anything for being me
For showing up
No matter what
Though it’s been a roller coaster ride the last couple of years with all the things going on in the world
What I’ve learned is that the space between us got closer, our entwinement became tighter
You’ve been here for me, as I was for you
I’ve kept myself out of the fear and anxiety of it all
I kept going
I kept choosing to create a life well played
Because we dared to learn how to get out of the anxiety together
I found out you’re still here
That life is a miracle
The connection I have with you my dear Zelda… it’s Divine
And it lives on
Happy Birthday My Z Girl